I love the notion of a humility ethos:
“In most local RAs, the writers confess the additional work that has to be done for a fuller treatment of the subject or to understand the implications deriving from this particular paper. This humility in local publications derives from Hindu religious thinking, which cultivates one’s insignificance in relation to the vastness of knowledge. The oft-repeated proverb in local scholarly circles…(What we know is a fistful, what we don’t know is a world full), summarizes the attitude behind this conclusion.” (Canagarajah 139)
It stands in such stark opposition to the grad school imperative of “fake it til you make it,” this awkward period in the intellectual growth of center scholars in which they (we) are required to adopt expert ethoi on topics still very much beyond our grasps. Professor Leslie called it “sprezzatura” when she talked to my incoming class at orientation—it means the art of hiding art, or basically playing it cool so that only you know how little you know. (Ha! Confusing turn of phrase. Sorry.) Most days, I still feel like I’m six years old and wearing mommy’s high heels. But that’s the whole point: I am presumably training for a life in academia, and that entails learning to write with all of the assertive confidence of a center academic, whose thesis is not only defensible, but also significant and worth your while, dammit. The best way to get comfortable in those pretty, big-girl shoes is to put them on and walk until I’m not clumsy anymore.
While I understand the logic of sprezzatura and the role it plays in preparing me for a career in center academic (and publication) systems, I appreciate Canagarajah’s invitation to imagine a different paradigm, one in which even the established scholars in a given field recognize – and own up to – how little they really know, in the grand scheme of things (and I would imagine that along with that comes a certain perspective on the “place” of one’s field in the context of broader human knowledge…maybe?). Humility in any aspect of life strikes me as a discipline that requires more practice than arrogance does; and yet, when reading a research article, I’m certainly the first to look for (and value) a “clear” argument, assertive demonstrations of the author’s grasp of the subject matter, etc.
Canagarajah does point out how the humility ethos can cause problems, particularly in the center’s reception of periphery RAs: “In many papers this can give the impression of diffidence in making claims or of a lack of originality…” (139). As a tutor, I have probably counseled students whose papers exemplified an ethos of humility to be more aggressive, more assertive, more “the expert.” Why do I like reading assertive papers when I dislike (or am uncomfortable) writing them in that voice? Has my ear been trained to value something that another part of me (my sensibility? I don’t even know what that is. It sounds too Austenian…) finds disagreeable? To follow a separate-but-related line of questioning, Hinduism obviously plays a rather indispensable role in Canagarajah’s description of the humility ethos—humility is a spiritually-loaded term in many ways. But does it have to be exclusively that? Could the center find a space for an academic ethos of humility?